When you get offered a role in a movie and you accept in but then you turn it down because you realize you just feel so icky about anyone you know potentially seeing that movie.

That's what I did today. I would have been able to join SAG and get paid some seriously needed money, but I feel so much weight lifted after telling them I can't do it. Decisions like this suck but I'm glad they have to be made or life would just... suck.

So, I lose my SAG card, but I preserve my self-respect.

phew.
what did you do today?